What? Do I really write LGBTQ stuff?



Since joining twitter I have seen a lot of stuff on there about LGBTQ in literature and after I had a talk with a friend of mine about my books, I found myself rather shocked by the fact this seemed to be a big issue.
So let me come clean, or maybe clarify some points.

I write books. Woo...
As a writer, I come up with stories I want to tell, create the characters within the books in high detail, then like a VR simulation, I throw them together and add my ideas. My books then follow their own story in my head and much like an organic process, I feel my way through the way the characters will interact with each other.
Considering the content of my books, am I am LGBTQ writer?
The honest answer there is no. I am a scifi writer. That's what my books are about. I am not having the characters holding up flags, I don't write the characters in a particular LGBTQ way. They are just regular, lovely likable people.

For me, this started in the mid 90's. On my main pen name I was writing in comic books and in also doing mainstream novels. I had been working on a book for a well known scifi franchise and I did something that tested the water. I introduced a strong positive alien female character who was actually gay. What I wrote had no sexual connotations and dealt with feeling and emotion. I knew the sensitivities of writing this at the time, I had friends who were gay and when it came down to it, I felt this was a natural progression. It was scifi after all and if you looked at how scifi represented itself the sky really was the limit and the only constraint was imagination.
Imagine my disgust when I got the first proof back from my editor to find the whole section washed with red and notes scribbled on it telling me to remove it in a not so polite way.
I found this almost hurtful. It was in a way telling me that the mass market did not want to see reality. I never questioned my friends. I just accepted them for the people they were, not which way they leaned. However as I realised over time, in the industry literary works were viewed by committee. At some point in the chain you would find someone who would object because of their own narrow minded beliefs.

For me, Symbiotica was nothing more than an idea dungeon where I could let my more creative side run amok, a way of venting my frustrations at these draconian points of view.
Over time Symbiotica has evolved in to this massive scifi universe. I put the characters in to a blender and saw where they went.
There was however a central theme that right from the start dictating where the books were going.
The Symbiotes themselves.
I have looked in to the philosophy of the series and the Vu'kno symbiotes in detail. Biologically they have always preferred female hosts. Females are more like themselves, nurturing and gentle.
As a result of that in the New Worlds Saga (Books 1 to 5) I had a group of strong, yet flawed human women take on Symbiotes and get thrown together.
I designed each of the characters in very different ways. Melissa Marks is a socially awkward geek who has struggled to find any kind of relationship and it is down to the fact she accepted social norms.  Poly Brenner is a quite self destructive woman and has bounced her way through a string of rotten relationships lowering her self esteem. Their relationship I always see as sweet. They are best friends that turned in to something more, but there was no kipper in the face moment. It just happened.
Then take Kat and Jo. Kat was about a straight as you could get and Jo really was oblivious to what relationships meant due to her horrible life. I have often said, it was Joulik and Lyphius and their eternal and almost comical love story that may well have affected Jo and Kat, but again these two fell in to orbit around each other and they are now happy.

This all said, there are characters in the book that don't fall that way and that is fine. Eve and Azeri for example, Flip and Koli, Renata, Sasha and Loren. They are all characters of undetermined sexuality although in my head they are straight.

The situation all my characters found themselves in was the glue. They were bound by their symbiotes and dragged in to a new, enlightening and challenging world. When I wrote the series, my goal was to follow the roller coaster ride and see where everyone landed by the end.
It certainly was not a broad statement of LGBTQ pride as in a way to me that would be an offensive idea. People are people. I judge them for the content of their character, not the life they lead.

The truth of the New Worlds Saga was simple. Behind the scifi, the adventures and sadness there was a singular theme. It was a love story. Poly and Mel with their stormy and fractured relationship, Jo and Kat with their playful and deeply loving relationship, even Coras and the sadness and pain she felt over losing Tioli.
Pure and simple. Love.
If you changed half of the characters names and gender nobody would bat an eyelid but for me, I didn't bat an eyelid because of the fact they are all women. There is in my mind nothing wrong with love and if someone does find it offensive, then there are other scifi books out there with strong and cliché male lead characters.

In Proteus, I intended to create a series that looked at Symbiotica from a very different point of view. Symbiotica was about a group of refugees from a now dead world living on Earth with their human partners. Proteus was about the same characters, but from a very alien and off world perspective and most importantly with their original host species, the Usha.
In the Neo Alphius Saga, I explore in more detail what the Symbiotes are as I tell the reader that they are in fact genderless and more alien than you could imagine. However because they prefer female hosts and the myth that the males are less compatible, they indentify themselves as female.  In the first Proteus book I do deal with this and I have the odd partnership of Hueka and her partner Toran, a male.
I wrote those characters because I wanted to explore the dynamic of their unusual relationship between host and symbiote however I have had some readers comment that it was nice to see what is in effect a Transgender character and seeing the struggle they have to find identity. Hueka is conflicted. She is a genderless lifeform that throughout her life has always identified herself as female, yet she is now bonded to a male. When she taken control of their shared body it gets confusing because she is outwardly a he.
I have in the Endless Saga only had Toran and Hueka as supporting roles, however in the Proteus Natural Selection Saga, I do intend to look at their partnership more and perhaps see Hueka finally identify with the fact she is now male.
Again, I never set out to create a Trans character. The idea was a philosophical examination of how the symbiotes perceive themselves. In fact until someone made that observation it really had not crossed my mind.

I think in summation I really must bring this back to where I started.
I write science fiction books.
For me science fiction is about the future, about new ideas, new horizon and the characters that take us to these places. Some authors write about LGBTQ subjects as their core theme, but that is not what Symbiotica, Proteus or the Dystopian Detective are about.
I am pleased that some of you have identified with the exploration and development of some of my characters however the one thing that for me is most important is this.
It doesn’t matter who the characters are or what gender they are. Love is what really matters.

That for me at least is the essence of a good story.

Alexander Nassau

Proteus Art - Aurora


Sneak peak... Aurora, a United Nations ship is mentioned at the end of Monsters of Tokyo... you will have to wait for Proteus - Of Darkness and Light for her to make a proper debut.

Symbiotica - Monsters of Tokyo Out Now



It is time for Symbiotica's contribution to the Endless Saga in the shape of the long awaited Monsters of Tokyo.

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Also available at other afflicated retailers priced at $3.99 for the Ebook
The book is suitable for Teens upwards.

Rate 5 / 5 (Kobo)

Here is the Blurb


"Following on from the tragic events of Proteus Dark Empire, the team from the Tatara return back to Tokyo heartbroken however things never relent as the Earth is struck by a global volcanic event with earthquakes and tsunami that are threatening to send the world in to a nuclear winter.
With the arrival of Grand Council Solais and Regent Namah of the Aemon races aboard Miras to try to warn the people of Earth about the imminent Apeyron threat, you would think things couldn't get worse. They do get worse as Tie vanishes from the Symbitek office in Japan without a trace, leaving her friends worried about what the most unpredictable and dangerous member of their family may do.
Dragging Ella and her team in from the Dystopian Detective Agency in Manchester, they must try and find the errant nutcase before she unleashes chaos in the city however when the Apeyron defector Tath arrives on Earth there is rightful anger and bitterness considering what his people have done to Lunar.
It does not take long for our friends to realise that the global catastrophe facing their world has its origins in events light years away as they find six malfunctioning Apeyron devices scattered across the Earth. With Tath's help they must reset these devices except for one minor problem. They are located within active volcanoes.
Will Ella find Tie before she covers Tokyo in pink foam, will Tath find his road to redemption, will they managed to persuade the United Nations that the Apeyron threat is real and will they prevent Earth from being plunged in to a nuclear winter?"

Monsters of Tokyo is a fast paced action adventure with more than a few laughs along the way as everyone favourite enemies, Tie and Ella have to join forces in order to end a global catastrophe and finally convince Secretary Sanchez that the Apeyron threat is real in an adventure where our future hangs in the balance, even if Tie can't stop being a complete nutcase.
Monsters of Tokyo is now in its Second Ultimate Edition with over 32,000 words of new content, heavily reworked and revised. Taking the original story of Monster of Tokyo this reworked edition paints a far more vivid picture as you follow the cast of Symbiotica dealing with the fallout of events in Proteus Dark Empire as they try to save the world from being swallowed in darkness.

Proteus Technical - Apeyron Warship


Regular fans and readers will know that I not only try to create vivid and rich writing, but I often back this up with companion artwork.
Throughout the recent books including Dark Universe and Dark Empire, I had this idea for the Apeyrons primary warships and I hope that nightmare has been brought to life with this. As usual, created and modelled in Blender, rendered in Poser Pro and finalised in Photoshop.

Enjoy... I think...

Proteus - Dark Empire Released



The Second book of this months releases comes in the shape of probably the hardest book I have written with Proteus Dark Empire.

Available from:
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Apple iTunes
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Also available at other afflicated retailers priced at $3.99 for the Ebook
The book is suitable for Teens upwards.

Rate 5 / 5 (Kobo)

Here is the Blurb:


"Our friends are licking their wounds after the events of Dark Universe, the Apeyron having inflicted a price on everyone with Saya heavily damaged and Loren and Lunar in critical condition. They need to know who these Apeyron are and where they came from and with them threatening to return to our Galaxy to reclaim their dark empire, they must find a way to stop them.
As everyone on Beletrix fights to try and save Lunar and Loren's lives and they are losing their battle. With Miras and Koli searching the galaxy for more information on the Apeyron, there is a story to tell as we step back a year to when the youngest of the Proteus ships arrived by accident and learn about the cheeky and playful Lunar and her difficult start in life.
As the teams find little information on the Apeyron, hope is fading until the team at the Dystopian Detective Agency back on Earth reveal a shocking revelation. Hidden amongst the human population are eternal dark creatures called Aemon and they are not from Earth, and perhaps more pertinent they know of the Apeyron. Worse is the fact they believe that Earth and their home world of Aemus may very well be part of the Apeyron's Empire. Zenni and Saya depart to try and find the lost world of Aemus with their new demon allies, the solution to their problem lies in a dark religious site where they believe a derelict Apeyron warship may hold the answers they seek.
Time is running out though and with the Apeyron's return to our galaxy getting closer, will they manage to save Lunar and Loren and will Zenni be successful in learning more about this dark enemy on Aemus and stop the Dark Empire from reclaiming what they believe is rightfully theirs?"

This second major instalment in the Proteus Endless Saga sees our heroes struggling to learn more about the Dark Empire that is threatening everything they know as the scour the galaxy trying to gather leads. Crossing over with Pentalore - Awakening, Dark Empire is an emotional rollercoaster and as the end draws closer, things may never be the same again.
Dark Empire is now in its Second Extended Edition with over 30,000 words of new content, heavily reworked and revised. Taking the original story of Dark Empire this reworked edition paints a far more vivid picture as you follow the cast of Proteus dealing with the impending threat of the Apeyron to everything they hold dear and the tragic consequences of their first encounter.

Personal thoughts are the cover at first glance is beautiful, but a little confusing, until you read the book. It features Terrik from a scene late in Dark Empire. I won't say more but it will make sense.

Pentalore - Awakening Released



Pentalore Awakening arrives in this epic cross over with Proteus Dark Empire.


Available from:
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Rakuten Kobo
Apple iTunes
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Amazon Kindle

Also available at other afflicated retailers priced at $3.99 for the Ebook
The book is suitable for Teens upwards.

Rate 5 / 5 (Kobo)

Here is the Blurb

"For the Aemon it is something they have dreamt of for thousands of years, a way to return to their home world of Aemus, although with the threat of the imminent return of the Apeyron to our universe and the warning of the dire consequences both Earth and Aemus face it is not the home coming they had hoped for. Regent Namah travels with their new Alphian allies back to her home world of Aemus to re-establish the connection with her people and deliver technology to connect the worlds once more, but with the threat of the Apeyrons now hanging over both worlds, she must help the Alphians to gain access to the Temple of Apeyra in the Fire Deserts in order to learn vital intelligence about this darkness stirring in the void in the hope of saving everything she holds dear.
Meanwhile back on Earth, Cali, Lexa and Marcus are completely unaware of the events transpiring around them as they travel across the United States in search of the ancient demon scientist Anchee Sheng. As they finally start to learn of who and what Cali really is, the question of her existence are answered however with Anchee and his friends teaching them how to survive in the Aemon's world, Marcus is suspicious of Anchee's motives.
With Duchess Beo and a team of her finest hunters tracking the group down intent on carrying out the Regent's orders, will Cali learn who she is and where her destiny will take her, and will the Regent manage to unlock the secrets of the Temple of Apeyra giving much needed intelligence to their new allies?"

Following on from events in Pentalore Darkseed, as well as the Dystopian Detective, Awakening is a crossover with Proteus Dark Empire as Namah joins forces with Alphians, travelling with Zenni and Saya back to Aemus to reconnect their peoples on Earth and Aemus but also to prepare for the coming battle with the Apeyrons however while these events are far grander, things are happening on Earth that are far more subtle and will have massive consequences.
Awakening is now in its Second Extended Edition with nearly 30,000 words of new content, heavily reworked and revised. Taking the original story this reworked edition paints a far more vivid picture as you follow the cast of the Pentalore as the Prophecies Saga continues in this epic cross over with the Endless Saga.

On a personal notes side, sometimes you have a cover that just falls in to shape and the artwork on this one is one of my all time favourites.

Welcome to my world



A friend recently said to me that I should start looking at promoting my books more, getting new faces in to read them and as you will have seen, I have been making preparations for this with the remastering of the original Symbiotica books.

With this months release I thought it would be a good idea to interact with my readers a little more, get their opinions and push updates out a little more effectively.

That means I have gone on to Twitter and Facebook.

You can find me on facebook at https://www.facebook.com/alexnassauauthor/

I will be posting some regular stuff... and perhaps a silly little cartoon of the week there.

Want to get the latest updates? https://twitter.com/AlexanderNassau

You can tweet me and if you follow me you can get the latest news from my slightly insane world.

Thats it... nuff said. Back to working on Symbiotica Monsters of Tokyo

Alex